Searching....

     I've rebooted my blog because as much as I felt that no one was reading this, in the end regardless of that fact it's a medium I can use to glorify GOD by sharing my experiences and hopefully reach out to others.

     I've decided to change the name of the blog to "What are You Searching For?" because everyone is searching for something at this very moment.  No matter who it is and where in life they are we are all searching for something, somewhere, and for some reason.  Sometimes, whether you realize it or not, every decision we make has some reasoning behind it.  In every stage of life there is something we are all searching for and for me at 26 years of age finally on the verge of ending my undergraduate years of my furthered education I've been searching for many things.  In general overview I am searching for my purpose in life, as we all are, but from the ripe young age for 12 just before I truly accepted Jesus as my savior I knew there was a purpose in my life.  That there was a reason he saved my life multiple times. That is for another time however.

     Lately however I've been searching for something different.  I've really started getting into reading books and for those who know me well I was never a fan of books but there has been this almost random urge to read books and so I've read two books one a day.  One last Friday and one today.  I decided to start with a book I attempted to read and found enlightening which is the Joshua Harris favorite "Boy Meets Girl" and today finally read and finished "I Kissed Dating Goodbye".  Reading those books now as opposed to attempting to read them when I was in my early twenties have different effects.  For starters it didn't really sink in some of the things I read when I was younger and being 26 now not having even had a date yet I found both books very insightful and educating.  I definitely recommend both books for all adults and at least "I Kissed Dating Goodbye" for teenagers.

     After reading both books I've now have a better understanding of what kind of person I should be for my future spouse and to be better myself now and really appreciate my season of singleness that I've been through for a long period as much as I might have resented it at the time.  After reading I've come to understand that as much as I wanted to not be single it was definitely in my best interest and GOD knew what was best for me even if it wasn't what I wanted.  Take heart to anyone reading this that it doesn't matter what the world says you should be doing like having a boyfriend or girlfriend because that's the social stigma GOD know's what's best for you and just trust him and everything.

     So your wondering probably wondering "What am I, Kihoon, Searching For?", well I'm searching for that one person that as cliche as it sounds completes me.  The one person I want to share my life with, that will be by my side during the good years and bad years.  That will want to take this amazing journey of life with me and really live our lives out for our maker and creator so that he will one day say to us "Well done my good and faithful servants".  I'm searching for her who was made from bones of my bones, flesh of my flesh my Eve and I will wait and trust in my Lord.